to myself~^^

should be enjoying, but here I am sitting here typing my lab report.
Been on it the whole day, hai. My sad life.

Anyway..
My wish for this year is to..
Do well for my finals without working hard! I will work hard!
Mummy to get better in health!
Jie to have a dragon baby! I want a niece~!
Muah to get into her course! without any financial burden on her.

ah is that too much? Can I add more..?

Let me dream of dad tonight. It's scaring me how he's out of my life for so long and I'm getting used to it.

Ok let's go sleep soon~

Happy birthday, pretty xingying!

Labels: happy birthday

Just came to blog about how happy I am with my life~^^
Just having everyone by my side made me so grateful.
Just having a bowl of warm soup, perhaps with a bowl of white rice.
Just being able to attend school.
Just being able to wake up every morning and breathe.
Just staying alive.

Moreover, I have my mamma, jiejie, meimei.
Moreover, I have wonderful friends who laugh (and cry?) with me.
Moreover, I have my tab to keep in touch with these beautiful people and let me see yoochun and junsu (haha!)
Moreover, my ears bring me the rhythm of pretty music.
Moreover, my eyes let me see the great world ahead.
Moreover, my hands can feel every warmth emitted from a mug of tea.
Moreover, my legs bring me to places I have or have not been.

and..
Thank you to everyone in my life.♥


PS : feeling a bit random in the midst of doing report. being kind of emotional.
I guess this was triggered when people asked me what do I want for my bday, not that I have alot of friends asking me that. Oh that includes my aunties.
The thought of even buying a present for me is touching enough.
And when I think hard on what do I want.. I thought I really do not need anything.
Perhaps a bowl of soup?
Need..
Really no. I believe I can achieve anything myself, and I don't see the need to make these important people spend money on me.
Just being there for me in different parts of my life is enough.
Just coming down for the chalet is sufficient for me.